Yesterday I worked a full day. Came home and ate a delicious dinner. I baked a rootbeer bundt cake with icing. Freshened up and went out with my man for drinks and dancing. A whirlwind romance. Dream day.

My cerebral palsy sneaks through in some photographs. I find it comforting.

I want him to be my one, true constant. I want his voice to be the one to pull me from my slumber. Being afraid no longer keeps me away. I've always considered myself blessed and lucky. These words echo through my mind, electrify my body when I think of him.